Got a rejection email from the dream job, and had to go back to work. Felt mutinous. Also felt kind of sick. Went home after 3 hours and fell asleep in my work clothes.
Tried again the next day, powered by Diet Coke and Sudafed. Got a call from my dentist saying my root canal was denied by my insurance because, I guess, having an infected abscess in your jaw vent out through your gums is not enough reason to get a root canal. So now I have to go in and get more x-rays to prove my tooth was fucked up enough for them to pay for. Went home and fell asleep again.
I need to start collecting some wins, because this is getting stupid. Feeling reckless, I ordered a pattern to sew my kid’s Halloween costume. I know better, but I’m DOING IT ANYWAY. And we’re going to decorate. And make pies. And go on the spooky train. Grab the season by the throat and shake some happiness out of it, I always say. And since the season already has me by the throat, this is self defense.
Just as soon as I can get off this couch for more than 3 hours at a time.
I'm on your team. I have no idea what that means but I just am. Cheering you on from very afar.
ReplyDeleteYes, what Ms. Moon said. Cheering you on from afar over here in the land of pumpkin spice flavored everything and busloads of tourists up the wazoo about to re-return to see the leaves die and change colors. You've inspired me to form a game plan. Maybe a spooky train or at the very least, make a pie. Feel better soon.
ReplyDeleteOh I was so hoping you would get it.Get back on the horse, never say die and have a fab Halloween.(it was harder for me to go back and redo my driver's licence five times,than it was to write university exams.)
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