inconspicuous

After a long day of incident reports, I got home and put on my neon yellow shirt, a pair of reflective running pants, wrapped my knee, and went outside for an evening jog around the neighborhood.

 At the top of my road I could see a bit of smoke, which usually means that people are hanging around in their driveways with a barbecue, so I hung a left and went around the long way to avoid them. By the time I circled around to the top road, the smoke had turned into an enormous billowing black cloud. It looked like a house fire, so I headed that way. The neighbors were standing outside watching, and as I trotted by I asked, "Has it already been called in?" The neighbors shook their heads, so I stopped and went to investigate. The road dead-ended at a pair of wooden gates covered in signs that said NO TRESPASSING and BEWARE OF DOGS and MONITORED BY SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS, and the smoke was pouring out from behind them. I called 911 and walked up to look through the chains, ignoring the little camera pointed at me. Inside there was a bonfire covered with lumber and what looked like door frames, and it was raging out of control, with nobody around to watch it. There were construction vehicles parked around the place, and it was in a little cleared area, but with trees and neighbors so close, it did not look safe. The fire department dispatcher said he was sending some trucks out even if it did look like a deliberate fire on private property, because open fires are illegal unless they're for cooking food, which a bonfire covered with door frames definitely was not.

I hung up and told the neighbors they were coming. One of the men said, "Thank you for calling that in, for real. The company burns stuff all the time. Toxic chemicals, everything." Hang on, now. What kind of people were we dealing with here, if none of the immediate neighbors were willing to call the fire department over frequent raging toxic bonfires? 

The fire trucks showed up with all their sirens on. The firefighters jumped out, cut the chains, opened up the big gates, and hauled their hoses out. A big shiny black truck pulled up, with a big angry man with neck tattoos at the wheel. He parked on the road and ran over to confront the firefighters. I realized I was standing around in the middle of all this wearing a day-glo yellow t-shirt and reflective leggings, and that I was all over the surveillance video reporting the fire to 911. I turned to hoof it out of there, and saw that every neighbor for two blocks was standing in their driveway, watching the scene. I walked casually past them all, telling the ones with curious eyebrows what was going on and reassuring them that their houses weren't going to burn down. While everyone was looking the other way, I ran the last bit to my house and got inside. Hopefully the neighborhood's disinclination to report things extends to not pointing out which house the dumb haole lives in when the goon squad comes around.

And now I have to get a new jogging outfit, unless I want to get mowed down by a big shiny black truck and dumped on a bonfire.

Exciting week over here.

typical

There have been different junky cars parked overnight in front of the library for a few weeks now. Word has circulated among the car-dwelling folks that we're a safe place to sleep. Or deal drugs. Or die, maybe. The car that was sitting there this morning was in a weird place, blocking the front walkway, and I couldn't see through the heavy tinting, but the windshield was foggy in a way that said a living body was inside. 

An hour later, at opening, the car was still there, and the fog had dissipated. It was getting hot outside, and all the windows were rolled up. My boss decided to check on the occupants and ask them to move their car into the parking area, and we have a rule that confrontations are done in pairs so that we have witnesses, so I trotted out behind him and stood at the door to see if he would be murdered. He circled the car, called out, "HELLO," and knocked loudly on the windows. He could see two people inside, but they weren't moving. What if they had overdosed? What if they were murdered? What if there was a baby in the back seat? We called 911, because:

a) blocking library 

b) not responding to knocking

c) ded?

If a nosy librarian wasn't enough to wake up the driver, the sirens, lights, and firemen yanking open his door certainly were, and dude was PISSED. As soon as they determined he was alive, the cop car and the ambulance and the fire truck pivoted and zoomed away, calling, "He says he'll move his vehicle BYYEEE," and leaving us with a car full of angry drug addict.

We ran back inside and I joined our janitor in the children's section, standing on chairs and peeking out the windows at the car. It did not move. After the emergency vehicles were all out of sight, dude slammed out of the car and started heading toward the library doors. We yelled a warning to the front desk and then did what any brave and helpful employees would do; hid behind the wall. The guy came in swearing incoherently and strutting with his arms tented at his sides aggressively. I peeked around the corner at his back and saw that he didn't have a gun or a knife, so I super casually walked around him to join my co-workers. After a bit of posturing and yelling, he stomped outside, slammed himself back into the car, and started squealing his tires and revving his engine. My office mate and I went outside to see if he'd take out our vehicles while speeding wildly away, and he hit the brakes as soon as he saw us. He got back out of the car and walked toward us, screaming. My office mate started walking slowly toward him like a cowboy approaching a wild horse. I put my hands in my pockets and prepared myself to break up a fist fight. He saw me standing behind her and threw his arms out again, "WHAT? GOT A PROBLEM? WHAT!" I stared at him without blinking until he broke eye contact and backed up. This is my only defense against aggressive men, but so far it has worked 99% of the time (I got punched in the face the last 1%). "NEXT TIME, WAKE ME THE FUCK UP. KNOCK. LIKE THIS." He punched his window so hard it almost broke. Yes, waking up to a librarian punching your window is a refreshing and happy way to greet the day, that would have definitely worked. Maybe he realized this, too, because he had a moment where he looked like he felt stupid, then he hopped back in the car and sped away.

My coworker sighed as we walked back into the library. "He had a pregnant girl in the car with him, I was looking to see if she needed help. She seemed okay, though." Yikes, poor girl.

The rest of the day was compiling incident reports and chasing juvenile chicken fighters. This glamorous life as a librarian.

Easter 2023

 *bad feeling intensifies*

It's not anxiety, it's work stress and strange behavior from family members that's bumming me out. But this is not a complaint wagon I am running here - because those same family members are probably reading - so here is EASTER.

 

Shirts were tie dyed.

Eggs were colored.

There were baskets, and chocolate bunnies, and roasted meat, and little potatoes with crispy sage, and a magic flan cake.

 

The meal was pretty great. Missed Gavin a lot, though.

Dept of Breakage

Plucky (my best chicken) had been sitting on duds for a few weeks. When I finally found where she was brooding, I candled the eggs and wasn’t sure what was going on inside them, so I let her keep them for a bit longer. Well, they rotted, turned into grenades, and finally exploded under her this weekend. She came out for Easter covered in wet rotting egg, and I had to help her get her shit sorted. Gave her some haupia pie as consolation.

My cousin broke my tacky tiki statue and then propped it up crookedly to hide the evidence. Found it and glued it back together after hiding treasure inside of it ($1.00). Like Romancing the Stone, but sadder. 

Accidentally broke my toe on a casserole pan. 

Superglued my finger to a broken seashell I was trying to piece back together. 

Zenny tripped and broke a plate full of creamed eggs and biscuits.

Cousin lobbed a bocce ball too hard and broke a piece of the concrete wall.

Overall, though, pretty good; no blood, and the house is still standing. We win.

Happy Easter, folks.