Ruffled Harpy

I'm not much of a scaredy-pants, by average standards. Bugs, snakes, rodents, and ethnic foods don't bother me, and as a librarian, my brushes with danger are mostly limited to scruffy hobos and snogging teenagers. But I've had a few real scares in my life; drunks with a rifle, a knife-wielding stalker, witness to a car accident, retrieving my blood-smeared dog from a pack of wild sheep-killing dogs before a shepherd could shoot him, violent pet deaths, spurned teenage boy with a blow torch, rescuing a drowning classmate, Gavin being hospitalized with pneumonia, Leif born with his cord twice around his neck... the threat of death marks everybody. Around here, I knew the most perilous thing besides my patrons would be the road to town, that famous 2-hour switchback drive with 300 bridges and cliff side drops into the ocean. This weekend the road finally got my hackles up.

Despite predictions of violent storms, it was sunny on Saturday when I needed to drive my mom and Gavin to the airport. After some deliberation, I took Leif along instead of leaving him home with his dad, uneasy with the distance between my bosom and my baby should anything delay me. It was a beautiful drive, the waterfalls swollen and roaring from a week of rain, and tourists clogging the narrow roads with rent-a-cars to stand on the stone bridges and take pictures. Safely packing the boy off with his grandmother for a vacation visit, I hit the mall with Leif dangling in his front carrier and spent a few hours enjoying leisurely girl-on-the-town time. In Sears I found a fancy new convertible car seat to replace the undersized baby bucket in the car, and asked a cashier if I could get help carrying the giant box, since I was already carrying an infant. After 5 pages on the overhead, nobody arrived, despite the salesmen I saw pacing the floor and averting eye contact whenever someone looked needy. Finally I knocked down the box and dragged it across the store, causing salesmen to scatter into the aisles to avoid helping. I asked the cashier if I could borrow a big man to help install it (really, it didn't need to be a man at all, let alone a big one, but it was worth a shot), and she cheerfully paged them another half a dozen times before I gave up and dragged it outside to the car myself. After a whole lot of juggling, cursing, banging, and wrestling, I finally succeeded in installing the beast myself, and did a little victory dance. Leif chortled from his new seat. The sky was grey, and mist spattered the parking lot. I wondered if I should head home before it got dark, or if visibility would be better once I could see headlights around corners. Since the baby was still wide awake and there were still provisions to be purchased, I opted for the latter.

It was dusk when I finished my sandwich and buckled the sleepy baby into the car for the drive home. Detecting this, he did his banana-baby flexing and started screaming. Hoping he would settle down, I headed out, and my heart sank when I entered the cane fields and saw what lie ahead; the mountains were black and crackling with lighting like the skies of Mordor. We drove into the rain, Leif wailing like the nazgul. I stopped to make sure he was dry and warm, but couldn't take him out to settle him or we would be drenched. I leaned over him and murmured into his ear until he quieted. He started up again as I drove on.

It was black outside, the rain barreling down on the car, drowning out the audio book I was trying to soothe the baby with. The police blocked the road while an electrician fixed a power line, standing in the rain in their uniforms without coats, soaked to the skin and resigned to it. After being waved through, the cars behind me began to disappear off side roads until I was alone on the road. Leif tired himself out and fell asleep, hitching in a sob periodically. I listened to the Kathy Reichs novel and wound slowly homeward through the rising waters on the road, grateful for the headlights that lit the way and promised passable roads ahead.

A truck passed me just before the corner up to the cliff side pass. As their tail lights receded, I drove onto the bridge, suddenly up to my wheel wells in flood water. For a horrifying moment, I thought the river had risen over the bridge, but a quick glance to the walls saw no overflow. The car slogged through, and I found myself driving uphill into white water rapids. Large rocks were scattered thickly over the road, water shooting up over them as it rushed down the road. A small tree was uprooted and lay across the right lane, so I veered cautiously into the left, dodging the rocks I could and rattling over the ones I couldn't, hoping my tires wouldn't pop. My headlights fell on the source of the flooding and landslide; a waterfall had opened up onto the road. As I neared it, it suddenly roared and doubled in size, threatening to engulf the car. My brain flared into one red thought, oh shit it's a flash flood and my car is on the edge of a cliff and my baby is in the car! I didn't have time to decide whether it was a bad idea to try to speed through and risk hydroplaning - I gunned it. The water pushed me, the wheels ground on the rocks for purchase, the waterfall splashed the car, and after 3 or 4 interminable seconds, we finally managed to clear the flood waters. I slowed at the top of the road and felt the adrenaline reach my fingers, wondered how I would taste if I were eaten by a monster at that moment. Gah. GAH.

We made it home - dry, warm, lovely home. And poor Leif is doomed to hear about this every time he tries to drive in the rain for the rest of his life.