The sky this morning was grey and still, and I felt the same. I drove slowly, passed by the fire station, waved at the bleary-eyed firemen, braked for a flock of mynah birds, and sat in my car for a minute in front of the school. Pulled on my sandals, turned off the music. It's no use, listening to music. I can't find anything that fits right anymore. Too loud, too whiny, too quiet. At least I have books. I'm reading
Princess Academy, one of this year's Newbery honors. I like princess books that don't follow the Disney Princess Cult guidelines for acceptable behavior. As a kid,
the Paperbag Princess was one of my favorites.
I'm waiting for my eyes to dilate into dark pools of insanity as my cold medicine kicks in. I should have stayed home, but it is my job to get the high school kids to read, and this is their first library day in a month.
Doped up and slightly loopy, we went to yoga anyway. Our yoga instructor stopped us outside class and asked if we had been doing yoga for a long time. She said we are very flexible. As we went up to lift weights and shower, Mike grumbled that his hips didn't feel flexible. He is trying to make them limber, I'm just trying to get mine to hold themselves together again.
Gavin has decided he doesn't like the daycare room.
"There are no babies," he said.
I tried to encourage him, "You could make friends with the bigger kids."
"I could make them go way up to the top [of the play structure] and
push them off real hard!" he said.
"Um, no,"
"I could hit them in the head with a car and make them fall down down and cry," he said, bashing his fist into his hand.
"Or you could play with them and ask them what their names are."
Gavin sighed.
At the end of the (non-head bashing) evening, we stopped at the store and bought the boy a donut, since he had eaten his dinner and a lot of fruit already. I handed it to him in the car and told him, "That was the last one."
Gavin let out a maniacal laugh and held it up triumphantly, "The last one! And it's mine! Ha ha ha, now they can't have any! Mwah ha ha ha!" And he ate it up.
I love my kid..